你也要相信,明天...会有彩虹

Here I come~~

2009-02-20T10:45:00.000+08:00

I'll be leaving Brunei very soon.

I'll be going to KL tonight.... Flight at 8.15pm.

Stay at KL for a night then tomorrow will be heading to Genting Highland. (There's one person who like to gamble that's why, I'll never miss to go Genting Highland once I go KL. Because the nearest casino is only at Genting ma. Once Singapore's casino opens, I bet I won't be going GH anymore)

I'll be back by next monday, which is the public holiday in Brunei.

I want shopping until I broke!!!

SEE YOU SOON

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2009-02-20T00:01:00.000+08:00

DOLCEE & LENG

Wishing you both, have a blissing and wonderful day!

Love you both.

Lot of kisses and hugs from you long-lasting friend, Vin.

Changes

2009-01-16T20:20:00.001+08:00

15th Jan 09 - He goes back to his OWN country. His hometown.

16th Jan 09 - She moves to new house which is located just near to our places. (Our refers to my brothers and myself)

He left to his country, leaving his own wife and children.

Why? Because that's his hometown. What a foolish reason being after staying Brunei for such a long time.

He, finally, goes back to his place after 30 years of staying at this country.

And left this peaceful place which he thinks there're not belong to him.

As for her.

She has a better life moving away from her after-years-old-house. .

She left all her slave-life behind and move on to her new life.

Waved GOODBYE to the old home and HI to the new home.

Hope you're happy there when you're not seeing us.

Hope you're happy here when you're able to see us.

two-o-o-nine

2009-01-01T18:32:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009!!!

Wishing all the best and prosperous throughout the year...

Spend my new year's eve at friend's house... having steamboat! Wahahaha!

: )

2008-12-03T21:40:00.001+08:00

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The smiley face of the moon, venus and jupiter.

For the first time I saw this one. So great!!! It feels like the God is smiling at me on the 1st december night. Hope it brings fortune to all of us.....

Smile~~~

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I took photos of the smiley.

Not a very good snaps though.

TAG!

2008-12-01T21:49:00.002+08:00

Tagged by Dolcee

1) Write your full name with your elbow.

2) No backspacing.

3) Tag 10 people to do this

teoh ee vin

there you go....

I wanna tag....

No one...

im not feeling happy....

two-seven-eleven

2008-11-27T00:01:00.000+08:00

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!!

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Thanks for all the birthday wishes!!
(will copy and paste the greetings if I have the time to do so)
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LOVE YOU ALL!!!!
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KISSES AND HUGS!

no presents this year....sad~~~

Miserable part 1

2008-11-26T19:14:00.000+08:00

Hi friends...

I loss my mood for blogging these days...

Plenty of things had happened after my last post.

'The happening' I shall name it.

November is my favourite month. Know why? Huh... My birthday lying on the month of november. I always waiting for the day to come. Because I'm waiting something extraordinary could happen on the day.

But before i could experience my another year of birthday (this year), plenty of things that had made me miserable. Particularly, about my family. To be exact, my parents.

Weeks ago, my father informed me that he's planning to go back to his hometown at Penang, Malaysia. His reason is that the hospital is going to charge him hundreds for the medicine. He's a green IC holder. And in Malaysia,the government hospital would only charge the citizen RM1.

My siblings and I had tried to find a way out for him to stay nearer to us. For example, maybe he could stay at Limbang, Sarawak,where it is nearer a lot to Brunei compare to Penang. At least, we could go visit once a week perhaps. BUT,in Penang,you ask me visit you once a month also difficult. Why? It's all about money.

I told my mother to ask him about it. And he rejected the request of staying at Limbang. Oh well! I had known the answer actually before my mother could ask him.

Another problem is that, my father is jobless by then. So who gonna support him? Oh well again.... US! He asked me to support him by giving B$100 every month. And the rest of my sibling too. And just last few days ago, he told me again. He said ' Wen, if you work already, you can give papa more lah' *Wen is my chinese name*

To be honest, for me B$100 or B$200 is nothing! I can afford to give him. But the question is I hate his behaviour of asking this and that! Back then, he told us he's born all of us is not for depending on us when he's old.

AND NOW?! WHAT?!

I don't get the points of what he said months ago. What he say is always different from his heart.
All he talks is bullshit. Always call himself the cleverest. And call my mother the stupid! I even angry when I remember about this. If my mother did something wrong,just a small one, still he would call her stupid. WTF! If she did something wrong,then guide her lah! What so difficult!!! Husband saja the name, but never helped her. Always treated her like a slave. The name of 'husband' can simply bully wife? Oh so good! Why don't I change it to 'the wife is the god,the husband is the slave'.

DAMN! I'm over-reacted now....Fuuuh~!!

Back to point, I had advised my father about staying here could be ok too. But lastly, what my brother and I predicted came to the true.

He said, he doesn't to stay old in Brunei, since Penang is his 'jia xiang' or hometown. HAh! Finally, he said it. Previously, he's just finding excuses to go back and now....

Don't think that we all are stupid. Because nobody is stupid! Since you say my mother is stupid,then why do you married her 28/29 years ago?! Does that mean you're stupid too?!

Fuck!

TOLD YOU! NOBODY IS STUPID!!!

In fact, I really wish I could have a nice and brilliant birthday. Tomorrow....

To be continued.....

Let me out from the darkness.... Pls....!

Capri-Jay

2008-11-07T22:00:00.001+08:00

After the released of Jay Zhou new album 'Capricorn', I searched for the names of songs.

Halfway searching, I didn't know how and when I clicked on the website 'www.yesasia.com'

I was browsing and noticed the availability of Jay Zhou album. There are varieties of choices.

Without thinking, I clicked to order!!! I ordered Capricorn (CD+DVD) (Metal Case Limited Edition) (Taiwan Preorder Version) with the free of Jay playing cards! Cost US 26.99. I ordered 2 quantities, one for myself and the other one for my 2nd brother. The order was taken place on 27th Oct.

Yesterday morning, I was compaining about letters which I didn't receive where I'd written the full adress of where I'm living now. So kek si when I think about it.

Then after an hour or so, I received a card. Saying I got a small packet of item.

JENG JENG JENG!!! Honestly, it's my first time receiving this! Hahahah!

I was very happy and exciting when I get to know my items arrived!!! WOOhoooo~~~~

My Jay Zhou!!! WOooooo~~~

The song I like 说好的幸福呢. Nice one....

Back and front of the playing card box

The playing cards...

Jay Zhou on the every cards! Cool!!!

Something special about this Jacks!

Oh!!! The cards of Jack are come with Jay!!! Pretty hor? :) Very Special!!!

Now... The joker cards!!!
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Jay too!!! Very creative and great!! I like them!

New boyfriend

2008-11-02T10:02:00.005+08:00

Have you seen this type of Sony Ericsson phone? Model W910i. I think most of you had seen it la. It comes with variety of colours. Particularly like, black, gold or dark brown, and white with gold.

But just a while ago, new colour has been made for this model!

It's a combination of black...

And pink!!

I get this mobile phone! Wooooo~~~~

*Pictures above do not really expressing the beautiness of the phone though, hahaha!*

My old phone's button, I repeat, button, yes... button. Not buttons. The button was not functioning well.

I was quite bo song (uncomfortable) with it, because it's the # aka spacing button, and I told him about it.

He so fast said change it loh. I was like 'huh?' In my mind, 'really or not oh?' Hahaha!

Then we went to DJ teleshop and I chose what kind of model that I want. Searching and searching... Tadaaaa.... Found loh! And buy....!

Big thanks to him oh.... Hehe! He said it's my gift for my convocation! :p Kekeke!

OH... To my old SE W580i, I like to use you really. Just because of one of your button unfunctioning well, I dump/change you to a new BF, aka SE W910i. I call it BF because it accompanies me to anywhere that I go, and I never missed to bring it out. Hahaha! *Sound so kns la me*

情緒莫名的拉扯

我還愛妳呢

而妳斷斷續續唱著歌

假裝沒事了

30th October

2008-11-02T09:32:00.003+08:00

I had no mood blogging lately. This is the post that I'd prepared few days ago which I stored it as draft before I edit them.

Okie....

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On the 28th thursday afternoon, we'd our full dress rehearsal at CH (Chancellor Hall,UBD). We started on the 1.45pm from basement to the hall.

The full dress rehearsal pictures are on the other post though. Now I'm just gonna post the invitation card,hahaha! Lame eh!

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The afternoon graduates were given 3 invitation cards to allow whoever they wanna ask to go for the convocation which was held on the 30th October.

The 'whoever' can be refered as parents, guardians, sisters, brothers, husbands, wifes, fiancees, boyfriends, girlfriends, friends... Anyone... You name it then.
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On the event itself, 30th October, I was stupidly didn't bring my digital camera. Stupid boh? That's why I didn't have any pictures taken on that day.

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Everthing well gentle and smooth eventhough I was quite nervous on the day of convocation. My hand was shivering and sweating while waiting for my turn to go up the stage.

But when it finished, fuuuuhhhh!!! Really really really relief eeeeehhhh!!!

Here are the books that we all got from the convocation! Together with our certificate with our name of programmes. From my certificate, you can spot my real name though, I didn't block or edit it.. Too lazy to do it.

The yellow book publish all the graduates with their programmes, level and bla bla bla, you name it. My friends and I, our names inside the book too! Kamvang... Just kidding!

Universiti Brunei Darussalam

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My certificate where you can see my name and my qualification from it.

HAHAHAHA!

*Listening to Jay Zhou new songs from his new album Capricorn*

Rehearsal 2008

2008-10-29T17:15:00.001+08:00

Monday, 27th Oct. Afternoon.

Had 2nd rehearsal which started at 1.45pm. Was asked to wait at the Chancellor Hall Basement from the beginning.

Waiting until boredom appeared because I came super early at around 11.45pm, so took picture of myself. Mirror was just in front of me. HAHAHA.

Haha... Leng Leng who helped me to capture pictures of my friends and I. She ignored my request to gambar her.

28th Oct, Tuesday. Final rehearsal.

My full attire for my convocation. It's been years I didn't wear tudung. Feel arkward though.

My friend,Khai, and I. How do I look? Kekeke!

6 of us.. One person is missing. Pity her, she fainted just after we arrived the hall. But she's ok after we'h finished our rehearsal.

Gosh! Tomorrow is the day! Nervous...Super nervous!

CONGRATULATION TO ALL THE GRADUATES!!!

ESPECIALLY TO THOSE WHO I KNOW..... LOVE YOU ALL....!!!

周杰倫 - 說好的幸福呢

2008-10-26T22:40:00.000+08:00

作詞：方文山作曲：周杰倫

你的回話凌亂著在這個時刻
我想起噴泉旁的白鴿甜蜜散落了
情緒莫名的拉扯我還愛你呢
而你斷斷續續唱著歌假裝沒事了

時間過了走了愛情面臨選擇
你冷了倦了我哭了
離開時的不快樂你用卡片手寫著
有些愛只給到這真的痛了

怎麼了你累了說好的幸福呢
我懂了不說了愛淡了夢遠了
開心與不開心一一細數著你再不捨
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻我都還記得

你不等了說好的幸福呢
我錯了淚乾了放手了後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著要怎麼停呢

你的回話凌亂著在這個時刻
我想起噴泉旁的白鴿甜蜜散落了
情緒莫名的拉扯我還愛你呢
而你斷斷續續唱著歌假裝沒事了

時間過了走了愛情面臨選擇
你冷了倦了我哭了
離開時的不快樂你用卡片手寫著
有些愛只給到這真的痛了

怎麼了你累了說好的幸福呢
我懂了不說了愛淡了夢遠了
開心與不開心一一細數著你再不捨
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻我都還記得

你不等了說好的幸福呢
我錯了淚乾了放手了後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著要怎麼停呢

怎麼了你累了說好的幸福呢
我懂了不說了愛淡了夢遠了我都還記得

你不等了說好的幸福呢
我錯了淚乾了放手了後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著要怎麼停呢

Blue Pink Purple Yellow

2008-10-25T22:38:00.001+08:00

Wake up at 6.30am this morning to get really to UBD. Arrived there around 7.40am, plenty of human beings there already! Lucky I got parking.

Meet my friends! Happy happy!

We had some briefing about the convocation on this 30th november, thursday.

'Eddie Murphy' made some craps jokes which we thought not as funniest as we are! Huahaha!

Finish briefing at around 10.30am. Not expected that though.

After that met my secondary school friend, Leng-Leng :p to talk about our trip to Mall,Gadong. Everthing went ok...

And there is this one girl who I called at 10.35am (according to my dialling record), who didn't answer my call! Wahlau eh you! Over slept banar~~ Hahaha! You know who you are! But then when Leng Leng called you, you jawab,apa tu kan? Hahaha!

I went home to have a change then rushed to Mall and met the ladies. It's our first time after been so long never hang out in 4!

Leng Leng, Po-Po, Do-Do and Me-Me! (Name changed to protect their identities, except Me-Me is ME!)

Had our lunch at KFC,then went to karaoke booth to sing. Suang!

My motive to go out today are to meet the girls and to buy my items fot my convocation. White and plain tudung (BND5), black shoes (BND 39.90,) and UBD logo (which I bought at UBD book shop which cost me BND1o! KNShit so expensive!)

Went here and there, talked this and that... without realising we're there until around 5pm.

So tired~~~
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In fact, I want to blog about my trip to KL as well as Genting Highland during the Hari Raya. But I just too lan tuo to post about. Wait la... BOOOO!!!

Sleepy reading leh....Huahaha!

Bru lu zai!

b.d.u = u.b.d

2008-10-24T23:25:00.000+08:00

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I'll be back to UBD tomorrow....~~~
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For my convocation rehearsal!!!

Why do I feel quite nervous ah? Hmmmm...

Something might be happening maybe.

Will wake up super duper early tomorrow and depart to UBD early so that I can get parking (si beh hard to find parking there,all students wealthy,all own cars,therefore parking full la)

Off to bed now......

Hope to meet my dear Wilber.... in my dream!

HAHAHAHAHA!

sweet and yet stupid

2008-10-24T23:08:00.002+08:00

Does anyone know who he is?

It's Wilber Pan 潘瑋柏......handsome man! (saliva dropping.... ewwww!)

Do you have any idea why I mention about him?

Because......

I dreamt about him last night!!!

Wahlau eh! With no reason one I dreamt him leh!

I dreamt he holds my hand and bring me to his concert (don't know where it is though).

Siao!

Then, suddenly he's missing.

Stupid dream. -_-

Wooooooo~~~~~~

2008-10-11T21:27:00.001+08:00

Today is the tenth day of Hari Raya.

And last night, I went to Malay open house invitations. Both location at Lambak kiri and kanan. Honestly, that's my first and second visiting to malay open house this year.

Usually I don't go any places de. Hahaha!

I was really filling my stomach with all the wonderful and delicious kueh muih as well as dishes. No gain weight is all bullshit. Hahaha!!!

I had planned to watch The House Bunny with my 2 best and great friends last night. Everything seemed to be settled nicely.

But I was lazy this morning and I stayed at home until 11.45am while the two of them had arrived Mall,Gadong early to meet me to watch the movie. But I had just finished my bath around time and of course, they went to buy the tickets and watched by themselves, without me. My bad really, I was thinking they wanna watch 3.30pm show ma. Hmmm... Next time I watch lorrr...

Since they watched themselves, I stayed longer at home until 1pm and then departed to Gadong. Kiak kiak kiak!!

I caught them up soon they finished the movie.

Had our lunch at KFC, Poupee's treat, thanks buddy!!! :D

After that we went to arcade to have our singing contest.. Hahahah! Just kidding. To have our concert there, haha, joking again. To sing la. I used my leftover tokens which I've not used for months.

Songs that we sang: Round 1

1. Britney Spears - from the bottom of my broken heart

(the song finished before the end of the song,KNS!)

2. Mariah Carey - one sweet day

(soooo difficult to sing, almost KO)

3. Westlife - if I let you go

(nice to sing, we like it. I like MARK!!!)

4. S club 7 -never had a dream come true

(another nice song to sing and listen, :D)

5. Savage Garden - I knew I love you

(We sang well oh, good job girls)

6. (one song I forget liau)

Then we moved to the next arcade to have our other singing contest hahaha!! More new songs there.

Songs that we sang: Round 2

1. Kelly Clarkson - a moment like this

(we sang almost dead, because it's really difficult to sing, but I really like the song)

2. Jay - bu gong ying de yue ding

(I sang mostly, luckily everything went well :p)

3. Jay - fa ru xue

(my buddies and I sang so well this song, great job!!!)

4. Jay - qing hua chi
(I sang alone this song, nice eh I sang)

5. Anson hu - 巴黎鐵塔

(my other favourite song, I sang alone because nobody like the song, try to listen the song, I'm sure you will love it)

6. Tank - 'don't know the name of the song'

(Poupee's favourite song, I helped her sing too! Great work to you also!)

7. Jay - feng

(Again, we 3 sang this song brilliantly, :D)

Throughout the singing session, they're 2 guys singing too at the next booth. I was so kepo (busybody) and see what song they're singing. And then, I ignored them and chose my song to sing lor. I entered the Jay Chou song of 'bu gong ying de yue ding' and sing lor. Halfway singing, I noticed the guys sang the same song too. Don't know la whether it's coincidence or not. When my friends and I were singing Jay's fa ru xue, they kept on peeking us too. Iyo!

My other friend, Dolcee, was kepo too, knocking on the wall and they could hear it. Minutes later, one of the guy showed some text of 'hi, can we be friend?' in his mobile phone.

Haha, that's really funny.

We said 'which one of us?' on Dolcee's mobile phone. We're lazy to take ours out so used her la.

Then, the guy replied back saying 'all'. Hahaha! Wahlao eh, so thick skin.

They requested for our phone numbers, and of course we didn't want to give to stranger la. We prefered to give them our email address, but they didn't want it. Duh~ So GOODBYE to them loh.

We know what they want.

We know how to say NO too!

Overall, I really had fun today. It's been a while since we laughed and acted crazily like before. I feel like I'm growing younger leh. Hahahaha!

Daddy and Baby

2008-09-25T22:25:00.001+08:00

September is the lovely month for certain people.

Yes.... It's a wonderful month for whoever was born on september.

21st september 2008 is the day of my little one.

Remember?

Maureen....

She's can kiss-kiss you now...

She's 2 years old now!! Time flies really fast. Just a blink and she's 2 years old already.

This year, I only had a simple celebration with her. With this cute and pretty cake of Little Mermaid which I bought at Leapple, which cost me 36dollar. Suuuupeeeeer EXPENSIVE! It's chocolate ice-cream cake.

Little Mermaid cake...

Here are some pictures which I 've taken this month.

The big Pink Teddy Bear with her.

Purple smiley flower....

Lying down... All pink except the small red bear *teddy bear again*

Big smile and big pink teddy bear again.... *Big again*

Lying siok-ly.... *HAHAHAHA*

HAPPY 2ND BIRTHDAY.....
LOVE YOU SWEETY...

21st Sept 08

It's another important day on 24th September 08.

It's my beloved hubby's birthday!

Well, I didn't know what to give him so no present this year too... *kekeke*

I've no idea what guy like...

Woman? Cannot la...

Watch? He has already.

Wallet? Has it already.

Don't know? YAAAA... *sux*

If you guys have any idea, do tell me ok...

Eventhough it might be late, but it's better than nothing ma...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU....

老公

爱你一生一世

24th sept 08

It's late post, but still, it's better than nothing...

L>O>N>E>L>Y

2008-09-25T20:55:00.002+08:00

I FEEL SO LONELY TONIGHT...

WHEN I KNOW THAT YOU ARE UP TO SOMETHING...

I'M SIGHING...

AND WHISPERING...

'ANOTHER LONELY NIGHT'

i'm hurting inside

The new me...

2008-09-13T23:10:00.000+08:00

I had my new hair cut.

I feel so bored of my hairstyle and plan to have a new hairstyle.

My friend recommended that I should go and meet a hairstylist named Adam at bla-bla salon.

As a result, I'm very satisfied with my hair now.

I'm not gonna post my new hairstyle now as I haven't taken any pictures lately.

Night - Night....

Kreativ Blogger....

2008-09-04T18:25:00.001+08:00

UPDATE!!!! 11/10/08

WOW....!!!!!

I received something that I've never expected before!!

It's not a gift... It's not money...

But it's an award (or just a picture) of 'Kreativ Blogger'!!!! *Kreativ or creative???*

HAHAHAHAHA!!!! *evil laugh*

I was awarded by Janey aka Yen Yen. Thanks oh!!! I always thought that my blog isn't that creative for you (and others). ;-)

WOW again..... hahahaha!!!

Ok lah ok lah... Enough being an idiot already.

It seems like the rule of nominating this award is that I've to nominate another 6 'kreativ' bloggers.

Alright... Here my choices. (In alphabet order, no ranking one)

1. Jayden Sia aka YC (The brother of Winnie Sia who is addicted to photography - like the pictures that you captured!)

2. Kitty (The E-business girl who share her love stories in the blog)

3. Metis (The wacky guy - I may not know you but I like reading your blog)

4. Winnie Sia (The sister of Jayden Sia who is short and.... cute! :p)

5. Dolcee (my best friend who's chubby and cute)

6. Leng (my best friend t, who born the same day with Dolcee)

Okie dokie...

Hope all the bloggers are happy with my choices... (I may know that you might think wtf with the stupid award or picture that I give, Im not the big person or tua liap lang so you can either accept it or reject it.)

It's no big deal.... Just have fun and happy blogging..... :D

HAPPY THURSDAY!!!!

A bit of this and that

2008-09-02T15:22:00.000+08:00

Ahem....

Ok... Today I wanna post something about my life (and a bit of my friends) before and after Uni life.

Four years ago, after I had completed my Form 5, I didn't continue my study to Form 6. This is due to some financial problem that I experienced that time. So, I gave up on Form 6 and I applied to University, in education programme, a three-year programme. I was one of the luckiest person to get in Uni and I started my semester 1 in the July/August 2005.

I still remember that there were only 4 undergraduates that were taking the programme. Week later, another person was out of the group but another group of 6 came to join us. It became 9 undergraduate with 2 males and 7 females.

Three or two years back, one of the guy had been expelled from Uni. After that, another guy had been expelled too. The reason of this was, both of them always escaped or not attending the courses and had been barred from the examinations for a lot of time. Then it's a GOODBYE for them. Then it left the 7 of us.

We're doing great for all the semesters. Just that I didn't quite well doing my first year. But, I did improved a lot toward the end.

As usual, a bunch of assignments were given to me and the others. Some were individual assignments and some were group assignments. When we're assigned for the ASSignment, we just didn't like it. And everytime, we only did our assignment at the last minute when it near to the due date. I don't know why the so called virus 'malas ku ingau' always in the body and I just couldn't get rid of it. But, it alright, we're a bunch of happy fellows!!! :D

We're just like sisters, we always talking and making fun with or without our lecturers. It really enjoying eventhough there were plenty of work to be completed.

Months ago, I officially left Uni. Did some leaving procedures and proceed to the next level, which is working life. I would be graduating soon... Next month I think. :D

I kinda miss the life in Uni. I miss the lecturers, I miss the assignments and of course, I miss my friends.... I've wished so much that I could continue my study just like the other 3 girls. But unluckily, I'm not the lucky one. I could only do my degree after 5years. I don't know what I would be like, with my rusting brain, I don't know whether I still can cope with all the courses or not. Hin...

A month ago, we're asked to apply to the Ministry of Education to get our post. And of course, I did apply it and I only left with my transcript which I need to submit soon to MOE. Otherwise, I don't have job with a good salary and future. We're blessed if we're working for the government.

But, I don't know why.... Certain people tend to reject and 'scare' to teach and therefore, submitting the form is such a endangered thing for them. I even kept on asking when are they going to submit the form and a lot of stupid excuses came from their mouth. They even told me that, they prefer to work for the non-government sectors rather than for the government. Walao!

There are a lot of advantages working under government leh. *A lot of people wish to work for government, and they just can't* Maybe their parents give them eat and live and so no need to work already. 'Malas ku ingau' attitude still there and so, staying at home, waking up late, become lazy bums and lastly, getting fatter and fatter is the outcome. So the dream of marrying with boyfriend is just a fantasy I assume. *Boyfriend also jobless, no wonder girlfriend also jobless in fact, she can have a better job and future* It's not that I want to control their lifes. I get very 'fire' when I see this type of situation. Hope they understand soon of why spending the 3years life in Uni.

I met a friend of mine who had been with me for 3 years in the Uni at Huo Ho Kiulap hour ago. Because of meeting her that I post this up. *It's not her that don't want to teach or work.*

Oh well, all the best to you all...

AND I MISS YOU GUYS!!

Gud-by 'O'gust.....

2008-08-31T19:19:00.002+08:00

The last and the only post of the month....

~~~~~LALALALALALA~~~~~

Laughter

2008-07-30T22:09:00.000+08:00

Sweet?

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I present you.....

Maureen
(my 20-month-old daughter)

At the moment.....

2008-07-30T21:52:00.000+08:00

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I'M JOBLESS

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p/s: Anyone wanna hire me?

KL trip

2008-07-17T12:20:00.001+08:00

Hello Sugar!

I'm back!

From my vacation at KL aka Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.

I went there with my HB and his friends, total 6 persons of us.

My flight was taking off from Miri to KL. Saturday 12th July at 9.40pm.

*I was rushing back home from the school that day, I didn't even thanks to the teachers there :S*

Arrived at KL airport at around 11.50pm if I'm not mistaken. All of us headed to Genting Highland upon arriving there.

It's really tired, sitting inside the car for 1hour plus to Miri then another sitting process in the plane,then sitting again the taxi to GH. Haish*

Direct went to our hotel and checked in. And sleep!

*My HB's ex-girlfriend came too and brought another uncle to our room which we shared for 6 of us, but since the ex couldn't find room, they ended up sleeping with us! Damn! It's my second time sleeping with her,haish.. I don't like ok! Maybe I think too much or what la. Hmmm...*

The next morning had breakfast at famous restaurant, I can't recall back the name of the restaurant. Then nearly 12am, we had to checked in to our new room. It, again, ended up staying with the ex and the uncle! Shyt ok! I'd shown my angry face, I don't really care if they noticed it or not, it's not my problem.

Since, the 3 of them including my HB were tired and wanted to rest, I let them rest and I went shopping with J's wife Cat. It's quite enjoyable shopping there. At least, I released my anger by doing it.

That shopping trip, I did buy a pair of Carlo Rino shoes, a pair of Voir jeans and 2 Soda dresses for my little one. Overall I spent RM206.60 for the items. Cheap eh! It costs me around BND 103.30 la.

Soon after that, the 3 of the tired persons came to meet us. We had to return to hotel to put our items. Then, we headed to 赌场. *I'm over 21years old so I can enter hor* My HB lost money around RM 3k or more. No luck.

Had dinner at 好友记. Not bad the food. My hb, the uncle and I headed to our hotel soon after the dinner. Too tired bah.

The next morning, since my hb loss money, he planned to go again to pok his luck. I was lazy to go because it's quite early, 7am. But since I couldn't make my body to sleep again, I woke up and take bath and go with him.

Before going pok his luck, we had our free breakfast, it's buffet breakfast eh! Eat as many as you want. Hahaha! Nice the food!

After breakfast we went to Monte Carlo casino lor. Playing for about few hours, we finally got back what we had loss! And we won extra lagi... Hahaha! I did help also ok... Hahaha! *Without me, you won't win de. Haha kamvang eh me*

The other 4 friends wanted to go KL around 2pm, suppose to be we follow them too. But I don't know why my hb insisted to go KL with the ex and the uncle.
*I was angry about this too, I've 6th sense bah*

But at the end, we had to take taxi to go down KL, you say... shyt or not?
*No wonder I don't rely on the 2 of them bah,I kept telling my hb why not just follow the other 4 friends, but he just kept silent. Now, see what happened la, we're late and only arrived at KL hotel arounf 7pm. The other 4 friends shopped till broke liau. While we're still 手空空 empty handed at KL.*

Had dinner and then had some simple shopping.

I bought 2 tops (from Giordano and Romp) and a pair of shoes again.

After shopping, went to have supper and bought some cookies and rou gan aka ba gua at Long Kee what what then round round the city.

Arrived hotel at around 2+am, had showered and sleep.

The second day at KL, went shopping again at Top10. I bought another tops from SEED.

At 12pm, checked out from hotel, and headed to airport. Before going to airport, the taxi driver brought us to round the city again.

To be honest, I had my nightmare sitting in the taxi and aeroplane. I'd vomited inside the toilet. Hmmm... It's really suck!

While on the way back to Brunei, I'd vomited again when nearer to Brunei Immigration.

Haish... The vomit session is suck overall. But shopping session is good!

HAHAHAHA!

No pictures in this post... I know.. It's really boring reading text.... Kiak kiak kiak!!!

I'm coming!

2008-07-11T21:52:00.003+08:00

Hye peeps!!!

It's been a while since my last post!

I was busy with my school stuffs and I had no mood to blog. Heehee!

Nothing much happening within this few weeks time. But to make this post simple, I will just post what I had get for the weeks!

Alright, weeks ago, my hb bought 2 Sony Ericsson mobile phones; W890 and K800i.

All the pictures were taken from the internet. I was too lazy to snap the pictures of them.

Sony Ericsson W890

Sony Ericsson K800i

Since I have one Sony Ericsson mobile phone; W580i, so either one of the phone can be the spare.

But if there are people interested into one of it or both, I can consider to sell them. Price is negotiable. Harga boleh dirunding... Heehee!

Last week I received one of my favourite stuff!

I requested my ex-manager to buy for me at KL, as it was cheaper to buy there than here. And most of my ex-colleagues had the stuffs too, so I bet the price should be ok and I asked my little brother to help me to talk to his manager (my ex-manager) about it.

Can you guess what the thing is?

Here it is!

Taaa.... Daaaaa!!!!

LAVENDER PURPLE PSP SLIM!!!

WOOHOO!!

Pretty right? Just say YES laaa... HAHAHAHA!

I had 5games so far, they are all downloaded at KL. I got my favourite games that is Final Fantasy. I don't care as long as it is Final Fantasy games. I had Final Fantasy VII:Crisis Core and Final Fantasy Tactics.

So far I had played FF Crisis Core. Good man! :D

I had played FF8, FF9, FF10, FF10-2 and FF12. Amongst all, I like the FF9 the best! The story and the characters are all very good looking and 'talented'. Oh well, I don't know how to describe. Overall, it's great! Especially the Princess Alexandros (if I'm not mistaken) aka Garnet aka Dagger. She's so pretty and young. She would never grow old la.. her age always be 16. haha!

So, since I have PSP, so I won't be bored till dead in the journey to wherever places now.

Taking about journey, I would be going to KL tomorrow night!!!

WEEEEEE!!!!

I would be going to Genting Highland then disco.. hahaha!!!

AND MOST IMPORTANT THING IS...

SHOOOPIIIING!!!

Wish me a pleasant vacation ok....

Good night all!

Muah!!

Hugs!

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2008-06-21T16:13:00.002+08:00

19.06.2008 Thursday

Went to Giant Hypermart with my lil' bro, Cyan.
Upgrading our sim card to 3.5G at DST group, Giant branch.
Had our lunch at Rasamas, Giant, again.
Met my two old friends, Poupee and Leng, at Mall, Gadong.
Bought some food for our picnic.
Watched Get Smart with Cyan. Awesome movie! The Rock is acting too!
Bought a pair of high heel shoes at C&K.
Dinner with hb.

20.06.2008 Friday

Had picnic with some of my friends at Pantai Seri Kenangan, it ended up some were not attending. Sad! Pictures!

Received a call from my hb saying that customer wanted to see the car I used. Ended up I had to go back to Gadong again. *In fact, I planned to go back hometown from the beach ma*
After everything was settled, I went home around 1.30pm.
My lil' one was having fever still. Haish! So macam-macam la her. Beh tahan. Lastly I drove her to my old school. Arrived home, she's not crying anymore. Haha!
Went back Gadong at 6pm.
Dinner at home.

I love beach! It does make me calm and relax...

21.06.2008 Saturday

Went to Chinese Pharmacy to seek for my medicine. So lucky I found it! Happy!
Went to salon to have my hair cut. Like it!

Went to meet my lil' bro at his working place to pass him my money for PSP.
Met my friend, Khai, there. :D
Result was out. I get C for overall.
Driving home, resting and blogging now.
Where should I go tonight? *thinking*

That's my days... Boring?

I know...

I wanna go to beach again...anyone?

Marriage life before and after

2008-06-20T19:46:00.002+08:00

I received an email about this. And I think it's pretty accurate. Otherwise this email won't be existed.

Marriage Life Before and After !!

Before marriage.
Darling here.. darling there...
After marriage.
Baling here... baling there..

Before marriage.
I die for you. . .
After marriage.
'You die, up to you. '
Lagi lama married.
You want to die? I help you!

Before marriage.
You go anywhere. . I follow you.
After marriage. .
You go anywhere. . up to you .
Lagi lama married.
I go anywhere, better go without you!!

Before wedding
you are my heart, you are my love'
After wedding
'you get on my nerves.'

Before wedding
'you are sweet and kind just like Cinderella'
After wedding
'you are worse than godzilla'

Before wedding
Roses are red, violets are blue. Like it or not, I'm stuck with you
After wedding
Roses are dead, I am blue. You get on my head, I will sue you

Before wedding
Every makan he brings you to Shangri-La
After wedding
You want to go, he says you wait-la

Before wedding
She looks like Anita Sarawak
After wedding
Don't know whether katak or biawak

For those who's married, don't you agree? Hehe!

Happy Father's Day

2008-06-18T19:10:00.001+08:00

OMG..it's been a few days that I just remember that I've not posted anything about Father's Day which was on 15/06/08, Sunday.

So, as usual, my hb and I go back to my hometown in Tutong.

I bought few packs of nasi lemak from Ayamku restaurant, my mom requested that.

I din buy any cake for my dad as he's having diabetes and high blood pressure. *Even though he's having high blood pressure and he's quite big in size, he just loves eating...* If there's any sugarless cakes, do tell me. So that I can get for replacement. Hehehe!

I din buy anything for my dad, but I did pass him 50dollar for pleasure. Don't think the other way ok, what I mean is that he can buy anything he wants with the money I gave la.

The next actors, wahseh!, was my hb loh.

We celebrated Father's Day at Senja Lounge, Riverview Hotel. My hb invited his friends for dinner, too!

The food awesome loh. Hehe! I ordered Cod steak with parsley cream. Yummy! While my hb ordered lamb chop, not sure the full name of it. *No picture captured*

Anyhow....

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!

I LOVE YOU BOTH!!!

MAY GOD BLESS THE BOTH OF YOU IN HEALTH AND WEALTH... gagaga!

GUILTY

2008-06-17T23:34:00.002+08:00

I FEEL GUILTY...

I'M SCARED....

I'M NOT RESPONSIBLE...

WHO I AM???

I'M REALLY SCARED...

SORRY

Tiger is me, me is tiger

2008-06-16T22:53:00.000+08:00

Last night, I was planning to go Uni to do my clearance form (whatever it is) with my friend.

My friend, Khai, and me, VinVin

We ended up not going Uni, as the clerk said we could do it after the end of our TP, but going somewhere instead. Hahahah!

We went shopping at The Mall, Gadong. Nowhere is as fun as The Mall for shopping in this small country, don't smack me if you don't agree.

Had our lunch at KFC (again) then shop for some slutty top/shirts and pants/skirts. I bought another skirt which I like so much and my friend just bought a top for herself. Bought some make up kits too.

Our next stop at the C&K, it's not Calvin Klein but Charles and Keith. I was trying this and that. I like a pair of black high heel shoes but i didn't buy it. Because I think a lot!!! And it's not cheap. Was worrying of being scolded of spending money and this and that. ARGH! Both of us buy nothing there, boh luck! Hahaha!

Was trying some dresses at iTop and we're so excited with no reason, we took some pictures with my digicam. But some of the photos turn out blur. Hmmm. I only choose those which are clean and clear la.. hehe!

The dress I was wearing looked good on me, but just that I've no idea what the use of buying it I've no place to go with this dress la. I'm more into casual outfits.

I went home after buying some items from UG.

Overall, I'm quite enjoyed my day.

1. I met my friend who I didn't meet for weeks
2. Bought a lovely skirt
3. Shopping is my favourite (hahaha!)
4. I met a lot of tigers! (HAHAHAHA!)

But, not too happy.

1. Spent almost a hundred in a few hours shopping.
2. I don't have my shoes that I like. (what the....)
3. I don't receive a tiger. (WHAT???)

Oh, speaking of tiger hor. It's actually come from a photo of me with a tiger toy.

And, my friend insisted that he/she (keeping his/her profile low or is he or she?) would buy me one for me. I don't know if he's bluffing or what la, as I was making joke with him/her only ma.

And he/she said, if I placed the tiger next to my cheek (near to where I had my toothache) then the pain will disappear. It's really funny and cute la.

Lastly, he/she exclaimed that will buy for me if the pain hasn't gone for 2 weeks time. Hahaha... That's again funny la. And CUTE too!

Even though I don't know if it's real that I'm going to receive the tiger or not, but still I really appreciate that I've this friend who care about me when I was in PAIN, even without the tiger.

If you do read my blog, thanks buddy!

Uninvited

2008-06-16T21:51:00.003+08:00

WOW! It's been more than a week that i didn't blog. Just realise it today.

Nothing particularly happened last week. Just that I had toothache which ruined my days!

I had toothache for almost a week! It started last monday night, when I only had headache which I thought it would be vanished in the morning.

But it's not! The pain was there and it's stronger and stronger. Lastly, I went to clinic to have a check.

Hmmm... I can't believe that my wisdom tooth was the main problem of the pain. I did experienced it before and now I still have to face it again. I really don't understand why. That's really suck for experiencing it for more than once!

But luckily, the doctor gave me 2 days off from attending work. Kuang kuang kuang. It's good but it's bad too!

I can't stand the non-invited pain la. It's extremely painful and it affected my nerves (on the right side of my head). Without the painkiller, I'm surely dead.

But, it's so good now that the pain is gone. *Hopefully it won't come back again*

One question: Should I pull out my wisdom tooth?

A b*tch

2008-06-07T00:17:00.000+08:00

Okie! I do this post as soon as I remember something that really annoyed me just now!

This afternoon I went to fetch one of my besty friend who lived at Tutong.

I departed from my home around 12.55pm and arrived at her house at about 1.25pm I think. *I flew from Gadong to Tutong to fetch her, bloody good hor me?* Ngek ngek ngek!

I was contacting the other friends, but both didn't want go with us. So... Let it be la.

Arrive The Mall, Gadong at around 2pm. Lucky enough la me, so easy found parking.

Went to take our lunch at the food court.

Then, she bought a new mobile phone for herself. Z770i... Not bad la..

Shopping for a while until I met this stupid girl who works at the one of the cds shop in the Gadong area.

I took my dvds to the cashier to have a try. If they're good I buy, if not good bye!

And I tell you what!

The lady, or should I call her b*tch, mcm beh song trying or testing my dvds la!!!

Face so angry + gloomy to the max!

KNS!

Punch you to death ah!

Even punching in the money also so KNS! Press the 'enter' so hard!

I thought it only happened to me. But, it happened to my friend too!!! KNNCCB!

She really beh song with the work I know. Working from morning until night (or shift I'm not sure).

If you don't like the job, then just quit and be shao nai nai la (if you're capable too!) or find a pretty and nice salary job la (again! If you're capable too!!!)

Sure you're non-educated!!! Otherwise, you won't be doing the job that you hate so much! Where you've to work so tiring and hate and being gloomy and showing your angriness to your customers (should use YOUR BOSS' CUSTOMERS more appropriate).

I really wanna shout at her just now.... I almost open my mouth to say, " Oui! Apa marah-marah???!!! Nda mau kraja, balik la!!! Who do you think you are?! F*ck you b*itch!" *I can malay quite well you know! hahahaha!*

Please la, don't hire such people to your company la. It may ruins the company soon!

If I happen to go there again and meet that b*tch with that stupidest attitude, don't give me a damn!

I WILL KILL YOU!

HUAHAHAHAH!

*I've no intention to say whoever out there who have low education ok. This post I only refered to the lady that I met earlier, that's all! Don't sue me ok*

Idiot

2008-06-06T10:57:00.000+08:00

NO PHOTOS IN THIS POST

It's been about a week that I've my real teaching (still under training la). So far, nothing goes wrong. Only that, maybe I shouted a lot to the students and thus, I was sick from monday night until today.

Siao!

I don't know what the students of these days think. All stupid! If too intelligent is another problem.

Haish~

Let it be... I just want my 4digits salary in the future.

AND HOPE THAT STUDENTS ARE OBEDIENT AND CONTROLLABLE.
*I like my 2c class though, huahaha!*

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I met a wonderful person in the school.

She is the one who accompanied me along the time when I've my TP there. I accompanied you too! Hehe!

Even though she teaches in different subject, but we still can get along very well.

It's really GOOD to know you....
And it's our fate to be together....
Without you, my life would be empty.
I'LL CHERISH YOU AS MY FRIEND!!!

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It's been about weeks that I don't have my real shopping.

Was planning shopping last night. But, since my mum-in-law wanted to visit her smallest granddaughter, so I don't have my shopping time.

BUT!!! It's raining!

So...what else do you think???

My Hb canceled it. Not sure whether his or his mum's idea of canceling it.

The one that told me we're going to visit the lil' one, that's the one who canceled it. F*CK!!

I'M SUPER HATE THIS SITUATION!

So, of course, since it's raining and the cancellation of the trip, I stayed at home for the rest of the night!!! mcm siao lang me.

I'm still in the bad mood now......

I HATE RAINING!

STUPID RAIN FALL FROM THE SKY AT THE WRONG TIMING.

P/S: CAN YOU DROP YOUR 'TEARS' DURING THE MIDNIGHT???

*PHUCK!*

*I'm going out soon with my friends, the other one has something else to do*

PHOTOS

2008-06-03T11:36:00.003+08:00

just a random pictures which I took few weeks ago.

the gamers of FFX-2 should know who are the characters of the above picture. I like Rikku the best! Yuna the 2nd..hehe!

I was trying the pink hair band. I never thought that I looked quite good with it.. hahaha!
*no taking picture is allowed in that shop* :P

Tigeer and MEEE! ROOOOAAAARRR!

My best buddy and mee at the Faceshop...

ONE MORE TIME....

US!

I'm taking my MC today. So, after this I might be going to clinic. Haish...

My nose is stucked la... Hardly for me to breath.. Hmmm!

GOT TO GO NOW....

SEE YA' ALL!

I'm dead!

wa si liau!

2008-06-02T22:20:00.002+08:00

I'm not in a very good mood now.

BECAUSE.....

I'M HAVING FEVER!

NOT ONLY THAT... RUNNING NOSE TOO!

NOT ONLY THOSE... SORE THROAT TOOOO!!!

NOT ONLY THOSE THREEE..... COUGHING TOOOOOOO!

i'm dead!

I'm a 懒惰虫....so long lorrr

2008-05-31T11:16:00.002+08:00

Today is 31st May, it's a public holiday (RBAF anniversary) in Brunei! We love PH and any holiday!

I woke up quite early today, but not as earlier as my working days where I've to wake up at 6am, but I still putting my butt on my beautiful bed. Hehe! I'm a 懒惰虫（lazy bug).

My plan for the day is whether I go shopping or doing my paperwork on the school stuffs. Honestly, I dislike (using hate sound a bit harsh) doing the paperwork. Hmm.. SOOOO BOOORRRIIIING!

I think most of the people are going on vacation or holiday for these 3days breaks (holiday from Friday to Sunday), while I'm here so boring that I've to do my work.

In fact, my hb just texted me up saying tonight going to Miri (he planned to go tomorrow to pick his beloved mum but why tonight?). I've no problem if I've done all my paperwork, but... Haish!

I should be happy hearing that as I'd having my holiday too!

But noooo!

Arrrggghh!

I struggle to do it after I'm done blogging, huahahaha!

After brushing and washing my cute teeth and pretty face (mati la me now, sure kena punch again), I took some pictures of my plant and cosmetics. *I know, it's lame!*

As I don't know what to blog, so here it is!

This is my Faceshop bag (it's a free gift after buying more than 80 or 100 dollar items there. I used my lil' bro member card as he got 20% off).

This is the condition when I unzipped the bag. My cosmetics are inside.

Those above are my free samples that I got.
*I've not using them yet*

They're small parts of my cosmetics; (randomly)

The Flower UV Intense Powder Pact, NB 23
The Flower Silky Makeup Base, No. 1 Green
Jewel Effect Duo 05 (eye-shadowed)
Sparkling Pearl Powder #3 Shiny Violet
Silkygirl Duo Eye Shadow 18 Marine Apricot
Colour Nuance for Cheek OK 103
Fake eye-lashes
Fake eye-lashes adhesive

*I know that mine is a little if compare to some other girly ladies as well as ah kua*
(don't punch me again!!!)

From left to right

Lipstick OP201
Bodyshop lip gloss
Eye-lashes curler
Glamax mascara 08 purple
Glamax mascara 04 power long
Automatic eyeliner pencil
Brusher

*AGAIN! I know that mine is a little if compare to some other girly ladies as well as ah kua*
(AGAIN... don't punch me!!!)

*The background of the photos is my bed sheet, prettttiii hor?*

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Last sunday, my hb and I brought our little girl to play.

We went to JUNGLE GYM, kiulap!

Some photos that I took when the little one playing and running here and there.

3 in 1

My hb's friend's son, Oscar.Cute boh ?

"Help me! I'm trapped!"

My little one with the unknown child

I like this photo the most. SO GOOOOD!

"Mai siao-siao with me I tell you.."

4 in 1
- running here and there catching the flies. Hahaha! Just kidding!

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MY seed (not ovum ah)that I bought few days back.

So cute that on the seed coat, a LOVE is craved on it.

Before the process of growing

*drum rolls*
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TADAAAA!

After
It grows! *growing*
I don't wanna use soil (dirty bah), so as a substitute, I use crystal soil (the red round things)

Will update it soon when it blooms! *wink*

LASTLY....

BYE BYE!!!!
(other word appears in mind la..shyt!)
*waving*

朋友

2008-05-29T08:10:00.001+08:00

我感觉到了。。

我被其他人出卖了。。

那‘其他人’是我的好朋友。。

伤心了。。

不知道是不是只是我的‘feeling'在玩我。。

可是，我的感觉是’不会错‘的！！

current location: room

Tomorrow lyrics

2008-05-28T10:42:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow (OST- Over the Rainbow)

- Hwan Hee

Because the words “lets end it” was not said
Because the last step forward was not taken
It seems we have never have love
Though it feels like death everything
My heart does not rest even for one day
I never stop regretting even for one time
Can you see my tears
Can you hear my sigh
Though I swallow and swallow again, it overflows
When will you be turning to around to see this image of me
Tomorrow Tomorrow
Will my feelings be able to touch you
Those words I still haven’t said
Those words my heart wrote and sent out to you
That I love you and for you to come to me
Tomorrow Tomorrow
If only you could come to my side
It doesn’t matter if I shed tears of sorrow
It doesn’t matter if I sigh from continuous regret
I will only wait for you

You’ll turn around and look at me someday
You’ll acknowledge my love
If I want and want again it will happen
If not tomorrow then at least the day after tomorrow
Tomorrow Tomorrow
Will my feelings be able to touch you
Those words I still haven’t said
Those words my heart wrote and sent out to you
That I love you and for you to come to me
Tomorrow Tomorrow
If only you could come to my side
It doesn’t matter if I shed tears of sorrow
It doesn’t matter if I sigh from continuous regret
I will only wait for you
Even if it’s the tenth tomorrow
Also even if it’s the first tomorrow
Because I only love you

Rating:4/5 (the vocal of Hwan Hee is superb!)

Burning....

2008-05-27T22:38:00.003+08:00

I'M FEEL VERY HOT AND MOODY NOW!

ARGH.. I HATE THIS FEELING!

WHY IT COMES EVERY 'THE LAST WEEK OF THE MONTH'???

HMMMM.... HORMONE CHANGES AH???

(GLOOMY AND ANGRY *MCM ACTIVE VOLCANO ERUPTION JUST OCCURED*)

Complimentation

2008-05-27T22:35:00.001+08:00

My 2nd post of the day.

I've encountered quite a lot of time where different people asked the same questions at me.

I don't know whether I should be happy or sad by those questions asked at me.

But some people said I look completely like a Chinese BUT some said I look like Malay! *OKIE la, mostly said Malay la! DAMN!*

Can it be considered as compliment? Or humiliation? *sigh*

Phase 1:

Person A: *Smiling* "Are you chinese?"

Me: *Smiling, too* " Yeaaa!"

Person A: "Are you mixed?"

Me: : *To make the conversation short* " Consider I am, because my great grandmother was a Dusun."

Phase 2:

Person B: "Are you Malay?"

Me: "NO!"

Person B: Are you Chinese?"

Me: " Yes.."

Person B: "Are you mixed?"

Me: *To make the conversation short* " Consider I am, because my great grandmother was a Dusun."

Phase 1 and phase 2 have been repeated a lot of times, but with different bunch of people. AS you can see, my replies to their questions are the same! *even my hb asked me the same questions like phase 2 when the first time he met me. Hin!*

This is because I'd explained to some different people some times ago, and therefore, I don't wanna repeat and repeat the same old thing!

AS for now, whoever ask me that questions, I would only reply that " Consider I am, because my great grandmother was a Dusun." (with the never-changed sentence) I don't care if they understand me or not. That's my business if I want to tell you detail or not!

Or you want me to explain that 'my mother is pure', 'my grandmother was pure too', 'but my great grandmother was a Dusun'. 'My father's side all pure ok'! LIKE THAT?! Huh!

IT'S LOOOONG LA! *Even longer than ku ku bird (genital of a guy)*

And I don't have to explain very well to the anonymous lor. AS I'm not very-the-too-close to you! :p

What do you think? *should I include my photos to SHOW you my chinese-malay face? Better not*

Compliment or humiliation? *I can't blame my ancestor for that though*

*This post doesn't contain any racism. It's just a view from my thought, that's it*

Moaning for my.....

2008-05-27T11:38:00.005+08:00

.....CAR!!!

Yesterday evening, I realised that my 'turbo' car had something wrong as I heard something like water splashing from in front of the bonnet.

I thought I was wrong, but it's true!

It came back at night where my hb and I heard the most of the '*wonderful' splashing of water!

In my mind, I kept thinking that some kind of reptiles hiding inside the bonnet and eventually gives birth to the babies! The day before this, I saw one reptile (looked more like a small crocodile) stopped in the road and I stared at the skin!

OMG!

Disgusting la!

So, in the morning, my hb came to the school to exchange my 'turbo' car with the I-hate-car of Rav4.

Hmm.. my hb said maybe the tank's broken or whatever.

AAARRRGGGHHH! So many problem la that car.

When I've fallen in love to my car, it seemed to be broken down for quite a lot of times already. When I hate it, it seemed to be no problem. I want to sell it soon!

Who want my 'turbo' car?

Don't worry, because all the problems had been OK-ed!

Very powerful la my car, for those who know me, you might know what kind of car it is right? HEhe!

BORING NOW!

Current location: inthehell; staffroom

<3<3<3

2008-05-26T17:33:00.006+08:00

I don't know what to blog actually.

Oh well... I just came back from The Mall,Gadong, to have my little time there. At first I didn't expect that I would stay quite some times there as I was alone. Then I realised that my lil' bro was not in the shop, so I texted him up to see where he was. HAHAHA! Good that I know he's having his offday today! At least I'm not alone, weeee!

I had my shopping little bit there. I bought 3 stampers which the words are 'VERY GOOD', 'VERY NEAT' and 'CARELESS'. I bought them as I need to stamp them on my students papers or exercises or whatever that related to it. BND4.90 each, quite expensive eh!

Went to Golden Music and finally I bought another set of dvd. Korea drama - The Time Between Dog and Wolf. I didn't have the mood to buy dvd before actually. But the more I look at Lee Jun-Ki, the more I fall in love to him.. HAHAHAHAHAHA! I'm SIAO I know! Because of my love to Jun-Ki, I ended up paying BND23 for the dvds.

The Time Between Dog and Wolf
(The guy far left no handsome eh, puck! The guy far right <3 style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">Jun-Ki my darling *sure me kna punch soon*)
*Hopefully it's watchable aka nice*

I'm melting~~~Si peh shuai la!

Cute man! KE AI! <3<3<3>

AWWWWW! 可爱！
*Hopefully my HB won't read this otherwise for sure I'd be killed*

Before I went home, my lil' bro and I went to K-box! It's been a while since I go there la. We sang 8songs you know. All I paid one. Expensive but it's worth because it finally had released some of my bro's stress by singing. HAHAHA! *At least I saw him smiling and laughing after the singing 'contest' with me,hahaha!*

I did recorded the songs that we sang hahaha! *when I listened to them, really funny la!* *BIG LAUGHING! HAHAHAHAHAHA!*

Enough of my crap la.

Will update soon. Muah muah and hug hug to all! *Even to my crush(s/es) la, I'm siao already!

Current location: inmyheaven; room

Lazybum me!

2008-05-23T18:09:00.002+08:00

I planned to do all of my lesson plan for a week by today. I feel energetic this morning. But, toward the noon and evening, I'm totally changed to another person.

I'M LAZY NOW!

HEEEEELP! i have to submit to the HOD (it's angmoh lang you know the HOD) by next monday la. (I've to do it by today as tomorrow and sunday will be busy)

Hope everything goes smoothly la.

The meaning of....

2008-05-23T16:13:00.000+08:00

In the case of some people (foreigner or stranger) who rad my blog but didn't know the meaning of TP. Here I tell you what TP stands for.

It stands for Teaching Practice, in other word, training aka stressful teaching.

PEACE! V^00^V

La le li lo lu~~~

2008-05-21T11:17:00.001+08:00

Today is my 3rd day having my TP.

For this 2weeks, I'll only invigilating the students as they're having examination now. After that I will start my awful teaching. Hmmm...! I was given 3classes eh! So many! Altogether are 18 periods, siao!

I feel quite impressed to this school even though this school is quite small, not very small la. Every morning National Anthem and Doa will be played and read. So all the teachers and students will be standing outside wherever they are. This can allow all of the people in the school to respect our NA and Doa. It's good I think if compare to some other schools.

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Ohhh.. I just remember. In fact, I went to Mall with my friend last Monday. I went to fetch her at her school. So, we only arrived at Mall at around 1.20pm. After that we had our lunch at Cheez Box! WEEHEE!

Slurppp! Champagne Slush. 4.50dollar

Baked Spaghetti Bolognaise 7.80dollar
(the minced chicken not fresh )

What what crispy garlic bread with cheese. 3.20dollar

Last but not least, myselves hahaha! Was at outside of fitting room while waiting for my friend. Hehe!

Current position: At school

Help!

2008-05-18T21:56:00.003+08:00

I just read my friends' blogs. Oh well, really surprise me la! Both of my friends suddenly have a short hair cut!

What did you guys have ah until so sudden short hair liau?

It's really a short hair season hah? *laughing*
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Hm.. I'm quite nervous now you know. Haish! Hate it! So many times I experienced it but still nervous, kns! Really useless la me. Hmmm..

Tomorrow will be my first day of Teaching Practice. The second times one la. Last year was at Rimba Sec. School. This year at *not to mention to keep privacy first*.

Last night also sleepless liau (until my dream also I teach students), tonight lagi for sure sleepless.

Tagged you!

2008-05-18T00:36:00.000+08:00

The Basics:

Hair Color: Original black, dyed it become brown
Eye Color: dark brown
Profession: teacher and housewife
Relationship Status: married but available (not available laaa, hehe)

My Favorites:

Favorite Color: PURPLE, black and white
Favorite Car: Currently Lexus loh, can't afford to buy sports cars like Ferrari maa
Favorite Movie: Jackie Chan's movies!
Favorite Hobby: blogging, online, watching movies,shopping!
Favorite Song/Singer: Boa,etc..
Favorite School Subject/units: mathematics
Favorite Vacation Destination: future one, NZ or S.Korea(so far,not so siok loh)
Favorite Food: all yummy one
Favorite Restaurant: Western, Chinese, Japanese cuisines
Favorite Animal: none
Favorite Celebrity : Paris Hilton
Favorite Childhood Friend: the closest friends
Favorite Baby Name: Angela
Favorite Person In Your Life: wow...

This or That:

Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Big Mac or Whopper: no idea
Coke or Pepsi : both ok
Beer or Wine: beer
Coffee or Tea: none!
Apple Juice or O.J.: O.J
Facebook or MySpace: Facebook
Summer or Winter: winter although there's no winter here
Windows or Mac: Windows
Cats or Dogs: none!
Boxers or Briefs: briefs loh
Rain or Shine : depends
Chips or Popcorn: chips
Salty or Sweet: sweet
Plane or Boat: i hate both actually
Morning or Night: night
Walk or Drive: drive
Money or Love: both
Breakfast or Dinner: dinner
Forgiveness or Revenge: forgiveness
Paint or Wallpaper: hmm..depend also
House or Apartment: house

Do You?:

Have Any Pets: no
Have Any Children: one
Smoke: used to, but no more
Drink: yes lah
Exercise: hula hoop-ing
Spend Your Life On Facebook: no la. complicated
Play On A Sports Team: no
Belong To Any Organizations: hm..no kua
Love Your Job: honestly, I DONT!
Like To Cook: like though, but hate the cleaning process la
Play An Instrument: no loh
Sing: WOOHOO!
Dance: nope, can hula-hoop only ahahah
Speak Multiple Languages: yeap
Ice Skate: never lor
Swim: hehe,,dont throw me into water ah!
Paint: nope
Write: yeah..
Ski: no
Juggle: hm?

Have You Ever:

Stolen Anything: old story
Been Drunk Before Noon: never drunk
Got Caught Telling A Lie: hoho
Got A Speeding Ticket: choi2! *lucky enough no traffic police whenever I drive more than 100km/hr at highway*
Been Arrested: choi2 too!
Had A One Night Stand: no man! Im not into it!

Other:

Describe Yourself In One Word: normal
Biggest Fear: lost
#1 Priority In Your Life: family
Dream Job: billionaire is a job also oh
Where Are You Right Now: my room
Where Would You Rather Be: somewhere peaceful
Famous Person You Want To Meet: erm...duno leh
Place To Visit Before You Die: bloody hell

I tag you: whoever read this!

Wahahahaha!

Funny lor

2008-05-17T22:00:00.002+08:00

A conversation between a husband and a wife. By SMS.

Wife: Laogong, are we going to Tutong tonite? Just asking loh.

Husband: Maybe, but not promise because my friend come from JB. A gangster, he runaway after killing people.

Wife: Wahlau! Runaway after kill people! You still call that friend! Siao! Wat if he kills me? Hmmm...

Husband: No problem lah. He's very friendly with me lah, we're like brothers. He stays here 1 week only, he will go to Philippine later.

Wife: Eh yer...! Friendly lagi. Siao. Still I can't accept la. Hmmm. Be careful la. Dun be kill by him sja la. Later I have no laogong liau. Choi2!

Hoho! Really siao loh I tell you. Goosebumps and nervous I tell you lor.

Luckily that it's only a joke made by the husband. Hahaha! :D

Casts:

Wife - me
Husband - my HB

HUAHAHAHA!

Happy day

2008-05-17T18:41:00.000+08:00

Alright... I'm alone now in my room after back from shopping. So, I've time to edit and post my blog now. Hehe!

This afternoon, I've my date with my lovely friend, Dolcee aka Diy. Oh well, as usual, we'd our shopping and photo session.

Some random photos that I've taken today.

trying my outfits in the dressing room...keke! eventually, i bought them..

lovely Dolcee.. she looks cute in those outfits!

gorgeous diamond and amethyst necklaces... I want them!

hahahah!!! im more into the background. JK!

Dolcee and my hand phones.
Do you notice the chatters' names? Hahaha!

After shopping, we went to KFC to have our lunch, having Zinger MAXX though. NYum!

I bought 2 cds which only cost me 4dollars. Overall. I spent about 90dollar today. Hmmm...

CDs that I bought:

Shinhwa - State of the Art and Boa -The Face

1. thanks!
2. Your man
3. Weak Guy
4. Once In A Lifetime
5. Doobob
6. Paradise
7. Highway Star
8. Midnight Girl
9. Throw My Fist
10. Chance
11. Why Me...
12. You're my Everything

Rating: 4/5 stars

Boa

AGGRESSIVE
Sweet Impact
My Way,Your Way feat.WISE
be with you.
LOSE YOUR MIND feat.Yutaka Furukawa from DOPING PANDA
Girl In The Mirror
Happy Birthday
Diamond Heart
LOVE LETTER
BRAVE
Gyappu ni Yara Re Ta! (ギャップにやられた!)
Style
Smile again
Beautiful Flowers
Best Friend
Hey Boy, Hey Girl feat.BoA／SEAMO

Ok.. got to go now.

PEACE!

HAVE A WONDERFUL AND GORGEOUS WEEKEND!

MUUUUAAAHH!

Birthday girls

2008-05-17T17:49:00.000+08:00

It's a birthday post.. BELATED one laaa..

Birthday girls!

My lost contact friend, we're together from secondary school -form 1-5
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ROSS
(12th May)
(no picture of her, so..)

P/s: Where have you been? All of us have been missing you... Contact us you do find our profiles at friendster or whatever laa.

The birthday girl... again
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Judy aka Xiao Zhu
(14th May)

HEEEEPPPPPIIIIIIIIII BIIIIIIIIIIIRTHDAAAAAAAAAAAY ZHUUUUUUUU....

WAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!

MAY GOD BLESS YOU TWOOOO!

HUG HUG..

AND

MUAH MUAH!!!!

new gadget...crystals SE W580i

2008-05-16T18:09:00.000+08:00

It's been a while that I want my cell phone to be added with some crystals. But I failed to find pretty and suitable crystals for my SE W580i.

So, last few days ago, I did find a quite good crystals (sticker-kind), so I buy it with a discounted price. Quite expensive though.

At night, with nothing much to do, I design my beloved SE w580i with the crystals. Huh! At last, a new image my SE W580i!! (I get bored with my phone actually and I can't buy a new one until I sell this one out)

Here are some of the outcome of my SE W580i..... (I assumed that as my 1st draft laa, I'm not that really satisfied with it :D)

With flash on on my digital camera (Sony Cybershot W55)

With flash off

'Walkman'

'Love' with Sony Ericsson

I like this photo the most.. Hehe!

Hoho...Lee Junki as my wallpaper.. (My Hb didn't say anything about it, good leh?)

SE W580i with my chains

Junki again with my tatty bear 'A' chain and random chains

That's the end of my post on my new hp formation.

Whatever~~~

Unluckies....

2008-05-15T15:41:00.003+08:00

Yesterday..

It was a soi (unlucky) day for me lor. As you know, I drive Toyota Rav4 since the past few days. It's quite big laa.. and I haven't fully feel comfortable with it lor.

I went home at Tutong with my lil' bro, Cyan, after our destination to the Berakas, to find some sort of invisible building there (which we couldn't find it!), and Giant, to upgrade our sim card at Dst. But of course, since it's a soi post, the sim card is out of stock! Hmpf! Unlucky ehhh!

After those bad encounters, we headed to Tutong lor. Halfway driving, somewhere near to Kebia village I think, I saw a cat (golden colour with white) running very fast (with all its leg open widely, you imagine it la how fast it can be), and hor I tell you what! (In my mind, I ask the cat to stop running across the road!)

The cat looked more like this -Golden and white fur

In the case you lazy to imagine, here's a photo showing cat's legs opened very wide.

(At this point, I didn't see the cat running across the road lor) AND, AND, AND!!!

The car in front of me hit the cat!!! SH*T! I saw the cat flying (like jumping, you imagine it again after something being hit then it flies, not really fly la) OMG! I was numbed after that, in that seconds, I was thinking how to avoid that car by not driving across it!. I braked a bit to slow down. BUT!!! It useless! (If I'd overtake that car, then I don't have to encounter this stupid incident)

I actually crashed the cat more!!! OMG!!! Cyan and I heard the crashing sound of the bones of the cat! NWAHHHH!

My feet completely weaken after that tragedy. Slowly I could feel my whole body also weaken.

I didn't mean to kill the cat! MY GOD! (Honestly, when I think back of the crashing sound, I really get goosebumps) Sorry meow!

I tell you what. The driver who hit the cat 'first-hand' seemed to be sooooo relax laaa! Iyoooo! (I'm the 'second-hand' killer lor, more cruel than the 'first-hand' killer, hmmm!) While Cyan and me inside the car talking non-stop about the cat. Soorrryyyy again meeeeoooow!

No wonder before starting our journey, I thought something like, 'this is my 2nd time driving these Rav4, nothing would happen kua). HMPH! Who knows, meow was hit by me.

That night, for the first time in my life, I bought hao ma, quite big loh. But it turned out, no hao ma chong! HMMM! Thought the cat would give me luck after that soi thing ma - cat cannot so stupid la, give luck after I hit it, siao!

La la la la~~~

2008-05-13T22:17:00.001+08:00

This two days, I was tired of hanging out with my different groups of friends.

Yesterday (12/05/08), my friend, Janey, treated me a lunch! (It's her belated birthday treat, hehe!) Woohoo! She invited CS, Marvin and I (Vinvin, in case nobody know my name, hahaha!) at Excapade Sushi, Gadong! I like japanese cuisine a lot!

To make it short, our meals cost Janey around 60+ (after 10% discount).

Overall, it's a nice meal! Thanks Yen (aka Janey)!

After that, we went to Mall. In fact, I didn't know what I was going there for. But since they're going, so I joined them lor. Oh I just remembered, my motive to go Mall was to find a gift for the birthday girl, Janey!

When we arrived, CS and I planned to watch Speed Racer, so we headed to buy tickets first before going to search for Janey's gift. SR (Speed Racer) would be shown at 2.15pm, so CS and I still had about 15minutes to look for the gifts. And Janey and Marvin went to watch Iron Man! Ewww, I don't like Iron Man laa. Without reason one I don't like it, hahaha! Stupid hor?

AHA! Finally, we bought shirts for her. It's from Iora though. Cost erm... not to mention here, as Janey would read my blog! Haha! We gave it to her as soon as we bought it and headed inside the cinema!

WOOHOOOO! SR was really nice to watch I tell you. No regret to watch it. 4dollar ticket was worth enough for such an exciting movie. Even though SR sounds so kua chang (over 'reacting'), but still it's awesome!

Rain... Woohoo! So handsome! (I think his English is OK but still I feel it a bit weird lor. Why ah? Is it in my mind keep thinking of he's a Korean? Hmph!)

Rating: 9/10
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And today, I went out with the other group of my friends, Dolc and Dzet. Nothing particularly happened though, just that we took photos and shopping. Hehe!

Hoho.. For the first time today, I drove quite big car laar. The quite big car is Toyota Rav4. Somehow, it really freaked me out lorrr. My other car was in the workshop, what to do. Pity you Turbo (not to mention what car I usually drive, later i kena block by you, as it gets 'blacklist' too often I think whenever I drive or my Hb drives. Hahaha!)

That all for now! Tata! Nite-nite!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY <3 HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

2008-05-11T14:42:00.006+08:00

Happy belated birthday to my lil' brother, Cyan! You're turning 20th this year. Big boy already oh. Hey when are you going to treat me? Haha! All the best to you!

Here he is! Handsome boh? Anyone interested can email me to get his contact number. Haha!

Cyan aka my lil' bro. Birthday boy on 9/5/2008

Another belated birthday to my ex-classmate, Nelson! Even though we are not that close, I'm supposed we're actually not very close, but I do still remember your birthday. (All May celebrants that I know are birthday-ing everyday non-stop, that's why I remember you all!) He's picture? Hmmm, I don't know should I upload here or not loh. I'm worried he would actually mad at me. Haha!

And tadah! Today (11/05/2008) is the birthday of my twin friends! They are......

Janey aka Yen Yen!
(Sorry Yen, I stole your photo from you friendster)

and...

Farrah aka Swan Swan!
(Sorry too! I stole your photo in your blog, as I couldn't find one of yours :S)

Both of them very cute hor? Hehe! Both of you turning 20 liau oh! Very happy to you two!

P/s: When are you going to treat me (or us with the gang)? *waiting and am chio*

Lastly....

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to all the mommies in the world!!! INCLUDING ME loooorrr! Hehe!

And Happy mommy's day to my mom too! Love you, may you have a blessing health and tio ban ji tonight or soon. Hahaha!

臭香菇

2008-05-10T10:06:00.001+08:00

Have you ever eaten something that you don't like,may be because of the taste (most obviously), but somehow, it did exist inside the food that we've eaten! And I had! :s

Few days ago, my Hb bought some kueh for me, and himself la. The kueh look so unique, it's in angku kueh shape, a bit bigger than real angku la. Its colour in grey (or light purple). I thought the content may be of some kind of peanuts only ma. Who know it contains some shredded smelly mushroom! 香菇 is its chinese name.

臭香菇!!!

Wahlau.. I hate that mushroom la! So smelly! All of the content of the kueh become the smell of this mushroom. I hate you xiang gu!

I don't understand why a lot of people love this mushroom so much, especially the vegetarians. All food must be cooked with this damn mushroom.

What I know is if you want to reduce its smell, you can soak it with water. Then, slowly the chao smell will go.

I'm gonna change its name now. 香菇 become 臭菇. 'Fragrant mushroom become smelly mushroom' (I don't know it real english name :s)

Hahahaha!

PEACE!

I'm a lady!

2008-05-06T11:52:00.000+08:00

Am I emotional because of my age? Am I emotional because of the changes of my hormones? Am I emotional because of a guy? Am I emotional because of money? What if they come at once? That's really out of control. Like me, whenever I've emotional problem, I tend to feel lonely, lonely and lonely. Yesh, I'm now feel soooo damn lonely! Not only lonely, My mind would feel with a lot of junks which I've no way to deliver it out. I tend to think a lot of negative stuffs. I hate when this happened.

Have you ever experienced your bf/hubby not listening to you? In other word, ignoring what you said. How about saying that you're useless? How about despise/look down on you? How about ignoring you physically and mentally? For me, even one of the above statements happens to me, it's already enough to make me desperate. What if all of the above happened to me? That's really super-duper desperate!

I'm currently still studying. It's obvious that I'm not working. This means I'm not earning money except the low and lousy allowance that provided by the MoE or government. Being not working and only studying can be despised by guy also. Then because of this, I'm useless by the guy. This actually had come out from the guy's mouth saying I'm useless. By only the word of 'useless', it had broken my heart in pieces. Wahlao.. that really harsh. For him, since I'm useless, whatever I said, he never listened to me whether it's a guidance or normal conversation. Whenever I spoke to him, he would only look at me at a glance then didn't reply to my words. I don't know why he acted this way. Is it because my voice too low? Does my voice so ugly to listen? Or he has eardrum problem that the waves from my sound can't reach his eardrum and eventually reflect back away? Or his ear bones (ossicles) not working properly? I don't understand! (I'm cursing him okie!) If he did respond to me, his eye won't contact at mine. Meant no eye contact. Eye contact is really important, I always look at the persons when I talk to them, unless I'm driving laa. No conversation, no eye contact,being despised are giving me a hard day to live. (Since whatever I say never goes into him, so I blog it here)

Okie, when it's time to sleep, does your hubby actually kiss you good night or hug you sleeping? (Only applicable to those who are married) In my case, a BIG no!!! I don't want to elaborate more on this. In a whole, I'm really fed up! For those just married, no such thing can happen until their wedding anniversary getting older and older. I'm wondering, is it because the guy gets boring to us? Or what? Too tired from work? That's a nonsense!

I use 'us' as my friend experienced this too. But in her case, she just get married but her hubby not so lovable like they've not married yet. I'm only 22 and she's 23. (I'm exposing my age now) Sometimes, I feel early marriage is really a suffering. To be honestly, she's this thought,too. We thought at the age of 20+ is the time for us to having fun and gain money and not involved ourselves in marriage. But what can we do since it's happened? Divorce? Haha! Don't be siao! (I thought of this before, but..) But of course, marriage can have the good and the bad sides. What I recommend you all is it's better not get married too early or at your young age. (If in the case of like other religious, married then can make love then I've nothing to say as they can't tahan it anymore! Hahaha! Some people even break the rules I know, heheh! I'm not biased ah!) Depend on yourselves and not other is better than rely on other people (no matter you've a rich bf/hubby la, they would look down at us, I'm assured you that). If the guy give you money and expect you to save it, that's really kns! WE ARE LADIES! WE LOVE SHOPPING! (if the guy expect you to buy this and that to make you happy then that's good! And not good is when we come back then the guy angry at us saying we're a big spender bla, bla, bla..)

OKIE DONE! Enough of biasing to the guy. Soon enough, maybe, I would turn to be a Lesbian. HAHAHA! Just kidding! Mai mae, mai mae (don't angry in Hokkien)

Love you girls!

My final semester

2008-05-06T10:52:00.000+08:00

For this semester, I only have to sit for my examination twice. This means, only 2 courses which I took. It's my final semester laa. Yesterday, I had my 1st examination which was chemistry. I've done it so worst. All I did was answered it blindly. Meant I cin-cai answered it loh. Nevermind. My 2nd and last paper is on this thursday (8/5/08)- Assessment in School. Honestly, I really don't know what to read for that. I don't even understand some of the concepts. Not only me, the rest of the crews also not understood what the lecturer was actually delivering. Haish! Just hope I've excellent mind on that day laaa. (I want to have excellent mind everyday also laa.. Haha!)

The Man of His Words

2008-05-02T15:32:00.000+08:00

" I'm a man of my words.."

"If you can't do it, swear nothing.."

"If you don't know it, say nothing.."

Proclaimed by: Nicky (Millennium's Shakesphere)

富婆变了疯婆

2008-05-01T16:45:00.002+08:00

Okie.. I'm suppose to be happy today. Nothing actually happened to break my mood. I'm actually a 富婆（which mean a rich woman，day dreaming only though）. But now I'm changing to 疯婆（which mean crazy woman）! Okie! I really fed up with this case sometime. With or without reason,I might be get scolded by the damn man! Not only scolded,but with the harsh words that can hurt my feeling!

It's like this. I went shopping with my lil' bro today to Kiulap. So, before I headed back home,I asked this man (I want to be rude to him,shyt! You rude to me,I rude to you,too!) whether he wanted me to buy him something to eat or not. I was so good to ask him ok! My heart still remembered him even though I was shopping ok! At that time I was still at Kiulap Mall. So,driving back to Mall, Gadong to send my lil' brother there laaa... And asking his help to buy me bread at Fun Bread before I went home. Yes, he did for me, good brother! Ookie, just a few second I received my bread from my lil' bro, that man texted me up! It said, "no need tapau liau, I go out eat coz very hungry ledy..." Okie, bloody hell! Kek sim (sad) you know!!!

As soon as I received the text, I replied him back saying I bought the bread already. Then I went home la. On my way home, I received a text from him again saying, "you come back late,now wat time is it already? if u have heart then come back early to give me the food then can go out again. You're useless, hope you to take care of me until I die then reborn back still the same." KNN! How can a guy said this to me?! I'm really pissed off okie! When I read the text, I was about to cry! Damnit!

Since my heart is burning with fire, I closed the door with a strong push! A loud noise made by the door. I don't care much what they might think because I'm in real HOT now! When I arrived home, I saw he's still inside the office, talking on the phone (so happy huh!). I just threw the food on the table, I don't care what the office girl might think. For the second time, I smashed the office door strongly too! I'm happy to do it because I'm in burning process! Damn! Such a bloody hell for me!

Now, I face him with my 'black' face laaa... I've tried to go back earlier, but he still complaining. It's only took about half an hour for me to reach home after he said he wanted the food ASAP! If he buy me food,huh! Lagi si beh long time ahhh! 1hour and half! I waited till I'm dying you know! I didn't say a word about it. And him?! Hah! Huh! Hoh! Only 30 minutes also want to die already. Where's your brain?! At your butt?! Shyt!

KNN! You love to use foul language, I use it here too! Fark you!

I write this post as soon as I arrive my room. Open my laptop and connect the internet and here I am! It's good I write this soon than later while my burning sensation is still on hotting.

If he does read this, I'm very-the-super-sure, he won't understand how I feel! Really AHHHHH!

Day out with buddies

2008-04-14T14:25:00.002+08:00

On the 12th april (saturday),I went to Mall,Gadong,with my little brother,Cyan,and my besty friend,Dolc. We went to a few shops and Cyan did buy something for himself. While Dolc and I,empty handed. Nothing caught my eyes on that day. Shop and shop,we realised our stomach started to make noises. *laughing*

We walked around with our mind thinking where should we go for lunch. Then care-if-see (KFC) came across our mind. All agreed to go there. As you guys know (only applicable for people who stay at Brunei),care-if-see locates just near to Rizqun International Restaurant. So,before reaching our feet to care-if-see,we suddenly asked each other,'change place?' hahaha! The 3 of us agreed with thumb-up. Heading to Rizqun International Restaurant. *smiling*

After taking a long time viewing the menus, we all ordered the set lunch which cost BND10 per person. Here was what we had for the set lunch of BND10.

Mushroom soup..
(I was kind of freak by the taste of it :s)

Fish and Chips, with coleslaw and fresh vegetable. (delicious!)

Pudding (This is super delicious!)

I noticed that Fish and Chips costs BND10 individually. So,it's good idea to order the set lunch,with extra mushroom soup and pudding (or local fruits). Worth more. But I'm not sure if they do provide it as 'Dinner treat' or not. Hehe!

Besides that,I ordered this!

Chicken Satay with Satay Sauce,along with sliced onions,cucumber and riced cake,BND8 (The chicken satay so yummy!The sauce can make me saliva-flowing..The rice cake too,pretty delicious!YUMMY!But the price quite expensive laa)

Chocolate milkshake,BND4.50

After eating all the food,drinking our own drink was the best of the best. Haha!

We get 10% discount for the tenant discount. Kiak,kiak,kiak! It's good if we have friends or sibling who are working in any shops of The Mall. If I could only save BND1,it's not bad at all leh. You know why? If I buy 4d using that BND1,I could get BND2000 if the number strikes 1st price leh. Correct boh? Hehe! Good right?

Have a great Monday!

Exhausted satur-day

2008-04-05T13:29:00.001+08:00

I had a short presentation about 3d animation this morning. No preparation at all. So I just delivered according to the slides that my colleague had prepared. Haha.. So funny! Luckily that the lecturer is too good and friendly,otherwise I'll be dead!

I'm exhausted today. Fuuuuh! I planned to go shopping but since I was tired so I canceled my plan. So,I better stay at home watching dvd and online. Before heading back home from UNI, I went to cd shop to buy dvd. Lastly I bought 2sets of HK dramas. 'Brink of Law' and 'Steps',both of the dramas actor and actress are Steven Ma(马俊伟）and Bernice Liu(廖碧兒）. Both I like! (I know that these 2dramas are showing on the Astro,but I seldom watch Astro so I prefer to buy and watch them at once)*big smile*

I just like the pose of Bernice in this picture.

Have a wonderful weekend! Muakz!

Purplish room

2008-04-04T22:37:00.000+08:00

Feeling so unromantic to my current room's wall colour. Or is it I didn't decorate it with something more romantic,such as,bright orange/yellow sleeping lamp? Or is it because of the colour? White should be ok I think if I do know how to design my room.

I like purple. I know my room will look great with purple wall. Plus,romantic environment sure will arise. I like~ When I move out from where I live now,Im sure will paint my new room to purple. *dreaming*

I found the picture in the net,and I like the colour of the wall. But the bed,hmmm! Not my style.

Good room environment,strengthen the relationship also maaa.. Hehe!

My day

2008-04-04T18:45:00.004+08:00

I went back to my hometown in the afternoon, visiting my parent and my daughter. So good to see the little one was waving at me when i arrived.

Few week ago, I bought one medium size building block (Lego) for my BB. I know it kinds of weird to buy that stuff since she can't use/build anything at the moment, but at least she gets the idea of what the building block used for and she can apply it when she gets older. Hehe!

Because nobody actually build anything so my mom take her action. She built 2 houses! I even took some pictures of them. I found it very pretty so I share it here. Here you go!

Nice or not? Maybe readers would think that I'm childish for posting these stuffs here. I think it's nothing wrong la. Haha!

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On the 9th of march,my hb and I,went to Miri to bring his friends to choose bridal studio. While I was sitting,I noticed that the staircase was so elegant! So,of course,I took out my camera and snapped! Haha!

Here the picture:

It feels like going up the stairs to the heaven.

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Another random stuff..

Who is cuter huh? Hahaha! (On the left is my cousin's daughter,and on the right is my BB loh.)

HAVE A NICE DAY!!!

Questions...

2008-03-28T21:53:00.000+08:00

For those who are being tagged, you need to answer 20 questions (choose any 19 questions from the one who has tagged you, and add 1 question of your own).

1. Favourite chocolate?
Black chocolate

2. You prefer rainy day or sunny day? and why?
not too sunny during the day and rainy during the midnight

3. What colour do you like most?
purple

4. What is the last thing you would tell a person you love?
i love you

5. Which place in the earth do you want to go the most?
somewhere romantic (i miss my man. sob..sob..)

6. What would you do when you are in deep sadness?
listening to music..it does help

7. What do you scare to lose in your life?
my family

8. If you ever meet someone that you love, what would you do to her/him?
love him for the rest of life (if he's mine forever)

9. Whenever you miss your man/woman, what would you do?
text him to say that i miss him..it's more romantic by texting rather than calling just to say i miss him

10. Until now, what is the moment that you regret most?
Being too forgiveful

11. Which type of person you hate most?
Arrogant and selfish

12. What is your ambition?
To be a lady boss..haha!just kidding

13. Painful truths or white lies?
neither

14. If a genie appeared in front of you, what would you ask for?
hm..i wish that my family and friends would live happily,healthy and wealthy hehe!

15. Christmas is coming, who would you like to celebrate with?
my man and girl

16. What is the most important thing in your life?
my family

17. When do you wish to settle down?
whenever i want

18. Outer attractiveness or inner attractiveness, which one do you prefer?
both

19. If you ever want to let go something in your life, what would it be?
skip!

20. Love and Money, which one do you prefer?
i want both..that's a need!

21. Who would u tag ?
everyone who reads this

Loveless

2008-03-23T01:41:00.000+08:00

*sigh*

History of my life

2008-03-05T16:00:00.001+08:00

This morning, when I was doing my room chores, I was thinking about my views on my father (I'm too formal in this sense). I hate when it suddenly appeared in my mind.

Until today, I still have the negative thoughts or views on my father. I tried not to think at that way because it sounds so childish of me, which usually only teenagers (adolescents) age around 12-20 might had those stupid bias toward family members especially to the parents, whom I already reached the age of 20+. But it still occurred inside me (or I'm not matured enough yet?). Hummph!

When I was still a kid, I used to hope that my father would bring us shopping, having some picnics, have conversation with us (my siblings), etc. I did not have such a luck as the other kids had. They (the kids, which now still are my friends) could have those like what I mentioned in the above. I did not mean that I had not received any, but it was too little or few in those years.

It was like this.

My father would only buy us clothes ONCE in a year, that was before the Chinese New Year. Which meant, he would only take out money for us to buy clothes ( for warming, in my sense ) ONCE a year. And we (the siblings and I ) had only a chance shopping during these times. My point is why could not he bring us shopping once in a month (I do not request much),only ONCE in a month, OK! In other cases, of course, he did feed us and himself too. I did not mean he kept the money for himself. He paid our school fees and bus fees as well. But by doing all these did not mean he had accomplished his mission as a father. And what I remembered, I did not have any picnic with my family. Since my father do not drive so that may be one of the factors of why he could not bring us to anywhere.

What we want as their kids were we hope he understood what we wanted and what we needed, especially from physical and mental aspects. I remembered that my eldest brother used to have some problems but since no 'feeling' conversation held in the house, he kept all the problems within him and thus, had discipline problem when he was in the high school, for example, smoking. I know that he was stress and he could not depend from his close parent, so who should he depend on? Of course, his friends! From there, he learned from them all the so-called bad behaviours in the school. What is the cause of this? Was it the parent fault or my eldest brother fault? It is very important to talk with your parents about anything, except yellow-minded thingy if you are not allowed to (some parent do teach the kids on this ), this is to free your stress and problems and it's good to share them instead of holding them by yourselves, ALONE!

They were quite a lot if i want to type them all here. But I do not want to expose all, otherwise the readers would think what kind of daughter I am, hahaha! Pengsan~ Am I too bias toward my own father? Hummph! I do not want to have this feeling exist now and forever! I feel guilty to him! I love you is what I can say now..

Since I'm a mother to a kid, I do not wish such things to occur at my daughter self. I try to understand what she needs and I do bring her shopping, sometimes with her grandmother, father as well as her uncle. Hehe! She uses to be so happy when she wears her shoes, she knows that mommy and daddy about to bring her to kai-kai. Haha! I really hope her father (my kid's father ) would not be like my father, because I do have instinct that told me he is about to be my next daddy!

Here some pictures of my kid (just to make the environment happier.. Hehe!)

V.I.R.U.S

2008-03-04T17:01:00.002+08:00

It's been a while that I just noticed my precious HP laptop caught virus! I was freaking damnit with the so-called 'msn-virus'! SHYT!

My friend sent me a link from msn conversation, and of course I clicked on it with the thought of maybe it's something interesting or fun. Without any hesitation,I clicked it! Somewhat of to-check-who-blocked-you-in-msn appeared. In no doubt I registered but nothing appeared! I ignored it. The day after the incident, another friend of mine asked what did I send to her. Of course, I replied her, 'I have sent nothing to you.' She answered, 'a kind of link maybe?' I was thinking,I never sent any link to my friends but I did received one! In my mind, maybe my mistake to accidentally pressed the wrong button and eventually sent to all the chatters.

But... after some times, I received another link from whom sent me the previous link! I clicked it with my curiosity. Website of games. Ohhh, I didn't clicked anything from that because too lazy to browse it.

OK.. Now is the time when I realised my laptop is unwell with virus! I received another link from the other people! But I didn't do anything with it. Then my friend told me virus is attacking my laptop! She said, I kept on sending her links (which I don't)! the previous incidents pop into my head and I now knew they actually sending viruses without their knowing. OH GOSH!

Whenever I sign in to my msn, it would sign out anytime and it said I sign in on other computer! Bloody hell! When, where and how did I sign in at the other computer?! Sux! I know that the virus is attacking me as well as the others.

So, please DO NOT open any links that you might received now or in the future no matter fm whom you might received it. *sigh*

my name isn't in the list!

2007-12-29T13:57:00.000+08:00

I went to UNI to check for supplementary result just now. How lucky that my name is not in the lists! Same goes to all of my friends who we work things out together. But, I'm not as relief as I could. This is because names are not in the supplementary result list doesn't mean we've passed! We still can fail from the exam! Fuuuh! I just HOPE that I do very well for the last semester. Otherwise, wa bo bin ahhh!

We, in fact, are the last intakes of the programme. Guess how many of us altogether? Haha.. It's only the 8 of us.

Just wish me the very bestest of LUCK!

Biology
Chemistry
Developmental Psychology
Guidance and Counselling
Method of Teaching
Physics

:p TANK 'Q' TANK 'Q' d:

Goodbye 2007

2007-12-28T20:52:00.000+08:00

Wah... It's been a while since I stop blogging. Hmm.. :p

I have a lot to publish here but yet too lazy to type them.

Well, maybe for now I just want to wish all my dear friends a very HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008! Time does fly really fast and furious. Here we are now... 3 more days to the new year. Soon we're to let go the past and welcome the new.

I have a lot of memories with you whether it's good or bad, all is history now and will store always in my small and tiny heart, forever within my memory.

Goodbye 2007