Miserable part 1

Hi friends...

I loss my mood for blogging these days...

Plenty of things had happened after my last post.

'The happening' I shall name it.




November is my favourite month. Know why? Huh... My birthday lying on the month of november. I always waiting for the day to come. Because I'm waiting something extraordinary could happen on the day.


But before i could experience my another year of birthday (this year), plenty of things that had made me miserable. Particularly, about my family. To be exact, my parents.


Weeks ago, my father informed me that he's planning to go back to his hometown at Penang, Malaysia. His reason is that the hospital is going to charge him hundreds for the medicine. He's a green IC holder. And in Malaysia,the government hospital would only charge the citizen RM1.

My siblings and I had tried to find a way out for him to stay nearer to us. For example, maybe he could stay at Limbang, Sarawak,where it is nearer a lot to Brunei compare to Penang. At least, we could go visit once a week perhaps. BUT,in Penang,you ask me visit you once a month also difficult. Why? It's all about money.

I told my mother to ask him about it. And he rejected the request of staying at Limbang. Oh well! I had known the answer actually before my mother could ask him.

Another problem is that, my father is jobless by then. So who gonna support him? Oh well again.... US! He asked me to support him by giving B$100 every month. And the rest of my sibling too. And just last few days ago, he told me again. He said ' Wen, if you work already, you can give papa more lah' *Wen is my chinese name*

To be honest, for me B$100 or B$200 is nothing! I can afford to give him. But the question is I hate his behaviour of asking this and that! Back then, he told us he's born all of us is not for depending on us when he's old.

AND NOW?! WHAT?!

I don't get the points of what he said months ago. What he say is always different from his heart.
All he talks is bullshit. Always call himself the cleverest. And call my mother the stupid! I even angry when I remember about this. If my mother did something wrong,just a small one, still he would call her stupid. WTF! If she did something wrong,then guide her lah! What so difficult!!! Husband saja the name, but never helped her. Always treated her like a slave. The name of 'husband' can simply bully wife? Oh so good! Why don't I change it to 'the wife is the god,the husband is the slave'.

DAMN! I'm over-reacted now....Fuuuh~!!

Back to point, I had advised my father about staying here could be ok too. But lastly, what my brother and I predicted came to the true.

He said, he doesn't to stay old in Brunei, since Penang is his 'jia xiang' or hometown. HAh! Finally, he said it. Previously, he's just finding excuses to go back and now....

Don't think that we all are stupid. Because nobody is stupid! Since you say my mother is stupid,then why do you married her 28/29 years ago?! Does that mean you're stupid too?!

Fuck!

TOLD YOU! NOBODY IS STUPID!!!

In fact, I really wish I could have a nice and brilliant birthday. Tomorrow....

To be continued.....

Let me out from the darkness.... Pls....!

Capri-Jay

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After the released of Jay Zhou new album 'Capricorn', I searched for the names of songs.

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Halfway searching, I didn't know how and when I clicked on the website 'www.yesasia.com'

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I was browsing and noticed the availability of Jay Zhou album. There are varieties of choices.

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Without thinking, I clicked to order!!! I ordered Capricorn (CD+DVD) (Metal Case Limited Edition) (Taiwan Preorder Version) with the free of Jay playing cards! Cost US 26.99. I ordered 2 quantities, one for myself and the other one for my 2nd brother. The order was taken place on 27th Oct.

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Yesterday morning, I was compaining about letters which I didn't receive where I'd written the full adress of where I'm living now. So kek si when I think about it.

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Then after an hour or so, I received a card. Saying I got a small packet of item.

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JENG JENG JENG!!! Honestly, it's my first time receiving this! Hahahah!

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I was very happy and exciting when I get to know my items arrived!!! WOOhoooo~~~~

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My Jay Zhou!!! WOooooo~~~

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The song I like 说好的幸福呢. Nice one....

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Back and front of the playing card box

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The playing cards...

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Jay Zhou on the every cards! Cool!!!

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Something special about this Jacks!

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Oh!!! The cards of Jack are come with Jay!!! Pretty hor? :) Very Special!!!

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Now... The joker cards!!!
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Jay too!!! Very creative and great!! I like them!

New boyfriend

Have you seen this type of Sony Ericsson phone? Model W910i. I think most of you had seen it la. It comes with variety of colours. Particularly like, black, gold or dark brown, and white with gold.

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But just a while ago, new colour has been made for this model!

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It's a combination of black...

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And pink!!

I get this mobile phone! Wooooo~~~~

*Pictures above do not really expressing the beautiness of the phone though, hahaha!*

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My old phone's button, I repeat, button, yes... button. Not buttons. The button was not functioning well.

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I was quite bo song (uncomfortable) with it, because it's the # aka spacing button, and I told him about it.

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He so fast said change it loh. I was like 'huh?' In my mind, 'really or not oh?' Hahaha!

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Then we went to DJ teleshop and I chose what kind of model that I want. Searching and searching... Tadaaaa.... Found loh! And buy....!

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Big thanks to him oh.... Hehe! He said it's my gift for my convocation! :p Kekeke!

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OH... To my old SE W580i, I like to use you really. Just because of one of your button unfunctioning well, I dump/change you to a new BF, aka SE W910i. I call it BF because it accompanies me to anywhere that I go, and I never missed to bring it out. Hahaha! *Sound so kns la me*

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情緒莫名的拉扯

我還愛妳呢

而妳斷斷續續唱著歌

假裝沒事了

30th October

I had no mood blogging lately. This is the post that I'd prepared few days ago which I stored it as draft before I edit them.

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Okie....

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On the 28th thursday afternoon, we'd our full dress rehearsal at CH (Chancellor Hall,UBD). We started on the 1.45pm from basement to the hall.

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The full dress rehearsal pictures are on the other post though. Now I'm just gonna post the invitation card,hahaha! Lame eh!

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The afternoon graduates were given 3 invitation cards to allow whoever they wanna ask to go for the convocation which was held on the 30th October.

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The 'whoever' can be refered as parents, guardians, sisters, brothers, husbands, wifes, fiancees, boyfriends, girlfriends, friends... Anyone... You name it then.
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On the event itself, 30th October, I was stupidly didn't bring my digital camera. Stupid boh? That's why I didn't have any pictures taken on that day.

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Everthing well gentle and smooth eventhough I was quite nervous on the day of convocation. My hand was shivering and sweating while waiting for my turn to go up the stage.

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But when it finished, fuuuuhhhh!!! Really really really relief eeeeehhhh!!!

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Here are the books that we all got from the convocation! Together with our certificate with our name of programmes. From my certificate, you can spot my real name though, I didn't block or edit it.. Too lazy to do it.

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The yellow book publish all the graduates with their programmes, level and bla bla bla, you name it. My friends and I, our names inside the book too! Kamvang... Just kidding!

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Universiti Brunei Darussalam

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My certificate where you can see my name and my qualification from it.

HAHAHAHA!

*Listening to Jay Zhou new songs from his new album Capricorn*

Rehearsal 2008

Monday, 27th Oct. Afternoon.

Had 2nd rehearsal which started at 1.45pm. Was asked to wait at the Chancellor Hall Basement from the beginning.

Waiting until boredom appeared because I came super early at around 11.45pm, so took picture of myself. Mirror was just in front of me. HAHAHA.

Haha... Leng Leng who helped me to capture pictures of my friends and I. She ignored my request to gambar her.


28th Oct, Tuesday. Final rehearsal.

My full attire for my convocation. It's been years I didn't wear tudung. Feel arkward though.

My friend,Khai, and I. How do I look? Kekeke!

6 of us.. One person is missing. Pity her, she fainted just after we arrived the hall. But she's ok after we'h finished our rehearsal.

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Gosh! Tomorrow is the day! Nervous...Super nervous!

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CONGRATULATION TO ALL THE GRADUATES!!!

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ESPECIALLY TO THOSE WHO I KNOW..... LOVE YOU ALL....!!!

周杰倫 - 說好的幸福呢

作詞：方文山 作曲：周杰倫

你的回話凌亂著 在這個時刻
我想起噴泉旁的白鴿 甜蜜散落了
情緒莫名的拉扯 我還愛你呢
而你斷斷續續唱著歌 假裝沒事了

時間過了 走了 愛情面臨選擇
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
離開時的不快樂 你用卡片手寫著
有些愛只給到這 真的痛了

怎麼了 你累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了
開心與不開心一一細數著 你再不捨
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻 我都還記得

你不等了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚乾了 放手了 後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著 要怎麼停呢

你的回話凌亂著 在這個時刻
我想起噴泉旁的白鴿 甜蜜散落了
情緒莫名的拉扯 我還愛你呢
而你斷斷續續唱著歌 假裝沒事了

時間過了 走了 愛情面臨選擇
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
離開時的不快樂 你用卡片手寫著
有些愛只給到這 真的痛了

怎麼了 你累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了
開心與不開心一一細數著 你再不捨
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻 我都還記得

你不等了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚乾了 放手了 後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著 要怎麼停呢

怎麼了 你累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了 我都還記得

你不等了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚乾了 放手了 後悔了
只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著 要怎麼停呢

Blue Pink Purple Yellow

Wake up at 6.30am this morning to get really to UBD. Arrived there around 7.40am, plenty of human beings there already! Lucky I got parking.


Meet my friends! Happy happy!


We had some briefing about the convocation on this 30th november, thursday.


'Eddie Murphy' made some craps jokes which we thought not as funniest as we are! Huahaha!


Finish briefing at around 10.30am. Not expected that though.


After that met my secondary school friend, Leng-Leng :p to talk about our trip to Mall,Gadong. Everthing went ok...


And there is this one girl who I called at 10.35am (according to my dialling record), who didn't answer my call! Wahlau eh you! Over slept banar~~ Hahaha! You know who you are! But then when Leng Leng called you, you jawab,apa tu kan? Hahaha!



I went home to have a change then rushed to Mall and met the ladies. It's our first time after been so long never hang out in 4!


Leng Leng, Po-Po, Do-Do and Me-Me! (Name changed to protect their identities, except Me-Me is ME!)


Had our lunch at KFC,then went to karaoke booth to sing. Suang!


My motive to go out today are to meet the girls and to buy my items fot my convocation. White and plain tudung (BND5), black shoes (BND 39.90,) and UBD logo (which I bought at UBD book shop which cost me BND1o! KNShit so expensive!)


Went here and there, talked this and that... without realising we're there until around 5pm.


So tired~~~
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In fact, I want to blog about my trip to KL as well as Genting Highland during the Hari Raya. But I just too lan tuo to post about. Wait la... BOOOO!!!



Sleepy reading leh....Huahaha!


Bru lu zai!